I Love Destroying Worlds' Plot

”Iʼm sorry. Iʼm so stupid. I promised before I would never harm you but my soul fragment... Killed you. I... I... feel so useless. Then in the last world, I made you cry with tears of blood. Baby, can you tell me what is happening? There is also that person who has the same face as me. Is that really me, my soul fragment?

Baby, Iʼm so confused. I donʼt have any memories of us. The only thing I have for you are my feelings. My love for you and my everything but that seems not enough. I always felt that I havenʼt done enough for you and you had already done everything for me.

Baby, have I been taking advantage of you? I am really useless. I couldnʼt even protect you and harm you instead. I feel like I am scum and do not have any right to love you at all. I...”

Ye Xiajie keeps talking and all the words he spoke are the source of his insecurities. This was the first time he had told this to his wife. He thought as the husband he must solve his problems himself but as he tried to solve one another problems would surface and it felt endless for him.

So when his younger brother appeared saying that he will share his memories, he agreed to all his requirements which included his death in the last world. He just wanted to know the details of the past he had forgotten. So when he saw the cause of his death and how his wife had ended up in the Nether System when he was a Celestial Executioner of the God System, he was annoyed with himself. 

He saw the scene of himself resting his head on Hei Anjingʼs lap while the latter is crying with tears of blood while hugging him. He understood why his wife reacted like that in the last world. 

Then he also saw why his wife is not willing to tell him about this. Because deep inside his wifeʼs heart, he is blaming himself for the death of his mother. After all, in that world aside from Gui Xiajun only his mother had shown him kindness. The Ye Gui race has never been a good clan. They nurture only those with strength and kill those who are far weaker than normal. A true sense of survival to the fittest.

When he saw his mother die under Hei Anjingʼs blade he never blamed him for it. After all, it was that bastard who had pulled his mother over to use as a barrier before Hei Anjingʼs blade was thrust into his heart. That monster who is known for his cruelty even towards his own family.

Rumors even said that his own fatherʼs death was something he had plotted before he became the leader of their race. Before his father, Ye Mo, becomes the leader of their race it was said that their race had betrayed their creator and killed him this made them receive the punishment of being exiled from Vearth and their Ye Gui Clan had their first and second generations all killed by the Ruler God Shen Siwang in anger after his brother was killed.

Only children were spared thanks to the Origin stopping Shen Siwang at the last moment. No one knew what the Origin had said to him but he spared the youngest generation because of it. Only Ye Mo and his generation were exiled and the rest were all killed by the God of Light.

But Ye Mo never thought of it as their kindness instead he felt even more hatred towards the Mo Family due to this. As he became the leader of his race he married countless women and bore many children. Only those who were strong had the right to live and the weak ones could only serve as servants regardless of the purity of their bloodline.

And all of the new generations were forced to accept a life mission issued by the Clan leader himself, failure to accomplish their soul which theyʼve signed with Ye Mo would be destroyed. This includes him and his mission just happened to be Hei Anjing, the only person he loves.

At that time he died because he protected Hei Anjing from his father. If the memory of his Gui Xiajun is correct, it could only mean that he had thoroughly died that day. He couldnʼt understand why he could still be alive today after his father had destroyed his soul core with his own hands.

Ye Xiajie spoke, ”Baby I... I did die that day right? Iʼm sure Iʼve died. That person had personally dug out my heart and soul core. He shattered my soul in front of you. Baby, how did I survive?”

SILENCE~

When he asked this the person within his embrace had stiffened. He knew that what he said was all true. He had seen through Gui Xiajunʼs eyes his own death and when that person shattered his soul core. There is no way he could have lived much less enter reincarnation with such a broken soul.